Yes I know some of you probably died of shock its been what... 3, 4 journal entrys now that I've been promising an update "soon?" Well this time you get the real deal lol. First off let me start off by saying HAPPY FUCKIN' NEW YEAR! I hope everyone had a safe and happy new years eve. But lets back up slightly shall we... As some of you may or maynot remember I was unemployed all summer and really stressing about it...

Well I've found a stable job and slowly crawling my way back to the top. Lets see what else... Well for once I actually did something for my birthday for the first time in quite a while. A close friend of mine threw me a birthday party and threatened me getting kidnapped if I didnt show up lol (yes I do have friends who would kidnap me and drag me down there... I love my friends! XD) I had a great time! I dont celibrate christmas for the most part so I hope those of you who do had a good one. For me I had to work christmas eve as well as christmas day which wasnt so bad I suppose it just ment a very low call volume at work.

For christmas eve I went down to a friends house and spent the night there it was a nice quiet evening. Lets see what else... Work, work, and more work lol and yes I did work the day of new years eve and I had to work the day after which REALLY sucked... But oh well I went to a party anyways and had a good time. As I sit and reflect on events of this last year it still blows me away how much has changed... Begining of the year I was completely misserable living with my mother... And I finally got to move out of the house... From there I slowly started building my "own" life... Now at the end of the year I've found my way into verious lifestyles I've been wanting to get involved with. So yes I am poly, kinky and furry dont like it bugger off bitches!

I am in a relationship with 3 wonderful men (one of which I am collered to), I've finally gotten the chance to get involved with the BDSM lifestyle which is something I've been wanting to do but not been able to do due to certain cercumstances... And as most of you here on DA know I am furry and proud! I am also going to be able to start my tattoo here soon just finishing up some last details but I'm on my way to that. I'm also getting ready to strech some of the peircings I currently have and possibly getting more.

Although as happy as I am I cant help but feel depressed... *sighs* Part of it is that its january and as some of you know the 5th year anniversery of my Grandmothers passing is comeing up... But I also cant help but feel as I've gained one I'm slowly losing another... I think the distance between us is putting more of a strain then either of us realizes... *sighs* We'll see how things work out after I get out of this slump I always fall into this time of year... We shall see what the new year brings... I'm wanting to get back to writing among other things so I will try to start being active again here on DA as this new year progresses.

Until the next time much hugs and love to all in this wonderful new year!

Your's truely,
~Keralza (AKA Convel Firesong)